arghhh what am i doing???

In the name of Allah...
MashaAllah what have i done...so much for a reminder to everyone not to procrastinate and now i'm still doing it..making blogs can become an obsession if not properly controlled..you wouldn't have realized how much time you've spent on it till you have a glimpse at the clock 5 hours later...how incredulous..how impossible..aper nak jadi dengan aku ni...kalau ikutkan nak update blog ke aper ke buat la masa free ker..now i'm using up the whole time which i should have spent on studying...this is sooo absurd..now i gotta focus...i've got to really focus now..ye la i'm just an accounting student not medical student whatever but still that won't come up as a very good excuse..will it?hurm i don't know what to do now...camner ni..malu la plak ngan my housemates.they all semua studious type jer..kalau aku ni takat ckp jer...bikin nyer belum pakk...bagemana sihh???wo hen mang wo hen xiang jia..wo yau hui jia...nah memane bahasa dah terkeluar...mcm ni lah kita bile dah emosional dan stress..mmg kena ingat Allah dan tawakkal tp cukup ker??i'm so ashamed of myself..how am i supposed to carry a big responsibility when i cant even carry a simple one???have we ever thought of that??i just wonder...