Monday, August 15, 2005

unthinkable deception from this person!

my feeling rite now is just beyond description. i wouldn't have thought the phone call last nite would reveal something as outraging and unacceptable as it is. how could that person do such a thing?? all those innocent sympathetic stories told. i believed them all. how could i not?? who would lie about something like that?? gosh..maybe this is some sort of trial..thank you Allah for showing me the truth!after all this time..yep the truth is the truth..sooner or later the truth will show. but it is so unimaginable for someone as innocent as that to do such a thing, lie abt something as serious as that. who is that person? i don't know that person anymore. i dont even know what to believe anymore. nomore. never again. all those lies. it's a lesson i just learned. not to trust someone wholly. i know those lies didn't affect me profoundly physically but it totally changed my perception towards people. some people. anyone whom i'd just known. but i've known this person too long enough to not knowing there was something amiss in what this person told me. why why why??what is so profound that made this person act this way.. all these time this person was acting. a compliment!! i couldn't n wouldn't have thought it was all a lie. thanks to my other friend who's in the same boat as me. we were both deceived!!! are we that stupid or that person was really good. oh my goodness. alhamdulillah it has come to an end. i will never ever lay eyes or talk to that person anymore. all those time we were sympathetic and considerate and caring wasted on nothing but a deception! Ya Allah thanks for showing me the truth. i know that person did not do any harm towards us but Allah knows to what extent this person would go. well it's such a waste to even think of it anymore. so much for this distraction i didn't stay up last nite. i'd hate to think of it. i just wanted to brush this thing off my mind. no more conscience and pathetic pity towards this person. alhamdulillah at least i know this person lied abt those stuff and this person is not that unlucky..i'm just hoping this person would change and that all the lies made would not backfire to this person. i feel free now...alhamdulillah

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