hurm

hurm...

alhamdulillah dh hantar assignment isnin haritu..lepas dah satu beban..tu la padan muka sape suruh wat keje last minute..camtu la jadinyer..3 hari berturut2 stay kt uni sampai pagi..memalam jadik burung hantu siang2 jadik koala.what is going on wif me..neway skrg dh leh adjust skett skut..still ngantuk laks biler lecture and classes..nak kate xcukup tido pon xder sgt.ter over lg ade laa..my life is turning upside down now..aper nak jadik entahler..tu la manusia ni mmg xhargai mase kan.,.hehe cam nak salahkn org lain gak jer..sbbnyer mmg ramai org cmtu..lg2 org melayu.susah sgt nk punctual.tu dah nampak dah xpentingkan mase..kalau la tetiba satu hari kite dpt tau nk hidup lg sebulan jer, aper kiter nk buat..nak keje pulun keje cari duit puas2??ker nak cube wat ibadah banyak2..?hurm...????susah tu kan..masalahnyer kalau tau biler nak mati lg la senang..ni ntah biler ntah..wallahua'lam..
skrg exam dah nak dekat sgt dah..ish kalau study last minit lg mesti kantoi nnti..suffer laks in the end..insyaAllah nk cube wat tul2..nk start skrg..nasib baik kt hostel ade kwn yg rajin study n dtg uni memalam..leh ikut dier termotivated skett nk study..kalo kt bilik pantang nampak katil..nk landing jerr...err merapu jap
hurm xder benda yg menarik sgt arr dua tiga hari ni..benda yg membengangkan ade arr..ade mase tgh wat assignment tu aku check frenster..tetibe mak oii..pesal semacam jerr profile aku..benda lucah2 lg..man!that sux..i got hacked..tu dier abih considerate arr tu ckp dier hack akunyerr frenster..tu ok lg..tetibe aku nampak kt bulletin board sekor dak ni tulih "aper kena dgn hidayati??''..aku punyer bulltein post pon ade..pastu aku bukak..mak oi!hampeh sial bengong tolol semua kuar..bengang sgtt..sape tak bengang..si dak sial yg hack akunyerr frenster ckp mende lucah kt situ..abih arr aku semua org bace benda tu!!aku mmg xterkata aper..aku rase kalo aku tau sape buat mmg aku penggal arr kepala dier..ha geram arr ni..kalo org tak geram xtau arr..aku yg tak pernah2 post kt bulletin tetibe nk ckp menda2 lucah laks...si dak sekor tu cam percaya jer..pastu bkn nk tanya aku gi announce kt bulletin tu.tanya in private xleh ker.. xder arr nkl salahkn dier tp bengong arr gi post kt bulletin pasal tu wat per..mmg abih sial arr..xkire nk mencarut jugak..aku geram sgt..hurm..astaghfirullah..aper nk jadik nih..td cam ok jer kan..tu la biler ingat pasal benda ni sape tak marah..mmg la sabar..tp aku nk jugak luah aper aku rase..budak hacker yg sial tu dh la melayu..semestinyer islam kan..aper nak jadik ngan dak2 skrg nih..memfitnah sesama muslim..jatuhkan nama baik aku..ader ramai lg laks mangsa dier..dh abih xder keje nk buat hidup org miserable..suatu hari dia akan dpt balasan..aku xnk doa yg xbaik utk org cmtu..mmmg Allah akn balas arr aper die buat even aku tak nyumpah dier pon..tu la..aper rasenyer difitnah???lebih2 lg org percaya ko nak wat benda camtu...tu la biler pk balik kalau kiter dengar yg tak baik pasal seseorg jgn cepat percaya dan tuduh dierr..mesti ader sbb musababnyer..tu la pengajaran yg aku dpt drp benda ni..n pasal sumpah menyumpah tu aku maybe tak maksudkan..mintak2 Allah bukakkan hati org ni n bg hidayah kt dierr.....

tete a tete

hurm just wanna update my blog..just to let people know i'm still very much alive..well physically yes but literally no..oh god i have tons of works and i'm not acting like i have though and that's the biggest problem wif me..was it wif the holiday in sydney that suddenly put my study life upside down..maybe i just couldnt get over the holiday i had last term break..so ye just havta remember one thing dude, when ur on holiday enjoy it to the most and when ur on ur study just study..i just cant do it.well i tried.hurm maybe trying is not enough.i'll just havta do it.i wanna do it.yes that's the spirit..dont mind me readers.i'm just motivating myself.
erm other than my study life, there's really not much to tell these past few weeks.well maybe there is. i just changed my room in the hostel i'm staying now.just that been having problems wif the old room.i felt like i was in a hospital room.well it was a hospital room and the fact surely didnt make me feel any happier..who would be tho..and there was also the loud banging noise from the other room..i just couldnt bear it..soi annoying i felt like banging some sense into those heads for making the noise.just the thought tho.and there was also some disputes between me and one of the gurls i used to hang out wif in the hostel. to think of it, it was really nothing. maybe just a gurl's thing.u dont even have to say there's any problem at all, u can feel it.but now it's getting better coz i've taken it to my head not to let that kinda small things get into my way.it's just way too unworthy of being given a thought. hurm and i've developed this belief that human beings are that way.there's always something bad and unacceptable that we find in each other, and it leads to what end??none!so i just accept things or people as they are or else just let them be.u be urself and remain true to urself.thanks to one of the books i read, i found that u cannot change how people are, but u can change how you feel towards what they are.
hurm that's about it for now.
cheers...